Today is 09-01-26 a new year and i completed my BSC just waiting for the thesis result and then apply for the Certificates. We started taking again for almost 2-3 weeks and things going very smooth but this time i don't have any expectation i just don't want to hurt me again . So i need to stop expecting that everything will be same again because there is no way to fix it. this time i don't want because you never thik about my feeling never think before hurting me so no need to fix this , this time.

Btw you look beautiful. Today something happen that actully again make me relize that i am again doing the same mistake. today you say you moved on and we can't be togather again. So that's the final thing i want to hear. This time when we star taking again i though you reliazed that how much you love me how strongly you miss me but i was wrong. You make it clear that there is no hope to make this work. So i need to stop putting the effors i am putting and i need to make myself distance from you. I need to stop expecting calls or sms from you. I need to stop showing that i was waiting for your text or call. i need to hide my feeling from you. But the hard part is that i can that's why i write my feeling here just hoping one day you will see those post and reliaze how much i love you and how badly i want to be togather.