From yesterday i noticed something . the urgency i have to talk you with you, you don't have that. i always feel like creving to talk with you but you don't feel the same. Yesterday you want out with your girls and plan to stay at Jess house that's okay but don't you got 1 min just to call or text me that i am at jess house and we can't talk today or even a good night text , i don't think that sending a text will take more then 10 sec . But it's all about importancy and priority. Today you did the same. I waited whole day setting on my table waiting for your call fixing my schedule according to your Free time and in reture i am just hurting my self nothing else.

We can't talk yesterday because you was outside and today same thing happened . You want out with your Friends and i waited whole day for your call when you will returen home and will call me we will talk. But you didn't even give me a text that i came home feeling tried so want to sleep now talk with you tomorrow. You don't even get the time to just let me know that you came back home. And this side i am setting on my table not even going outside hoping that if you call and i am outside we can't talk.

Those feeling really hurting me the way i never thing. And do you know the worse thing i want to talk with you about this but i can't because what's the point ???
If you want to let me know you will but you don't so what's the point asking you why didn't you text me or let me know when you came back home . Day by Day i am reliazing i am just an option in your life you are really selfish you only thing about you ..what you like to do, what you want in life ,what you want your need your feeling everything around you is about you . You spend 4 years with me and now you are acting like i don't even exit in your life my present does not make in changes in your life. You never thing about my feeling never ever thing before telling anything to me if your word hurt me . 

You never thing about my feeling but here i am always thing about you always thing about your safty your happiness your care.