I am need to stop texting her all day . i don't know how she feel about this but maybe this is a kind of pain for her so let me know when she weak up,  when she went out , when she reach back, I believe it's better to let her call me first when she will be free.

so she don't need to take pain to reply my text and all the others thing. When ever she call me i feel so excited and started asking sooo many questions like when she back back  why need to much time what she did . let her talk it's take time because maybe she was doing something she don't want to be late right she also want to come home as soon as possible so that she also can take some rest why i need to ask why it's take so long to come back . Explaning everything is kind of pain for her. I also can feel that so need to be relax and let her be relax first  She share everything with me without even asking so why i need to ask first. Another thing she know how to take care of herself and she is doing this alone there for so long so i don't need to do the  extra care because it's sounds toxic and it's really true repeating something question again and again. i need to work on me again like before i was when i let her talk, i let her lead her life and when she got time she call and we talk for long time .