I really don't know how good actor you are....we were togather this past 4 years and i never ever feel that we will end up like this...

you always have this think on your mind that after you fly you will not hold any back story of your life .

but i though this is just on of your mood swing . but i really don't feel that you will do that .

now i reliez that i was with a wrong person...i was investing on a wrong person . you are not the one who can be my wife.

i don't want anyone who don't respece . who's priorites is only she and herself...

i don't want anyone be my wife who need male friends in her life so that she can hang-out or do weed with them.

i don't want anyone who can't wait or control herself for me . and do things only with me .

i know it's hard to live alone without friends in a oversea county but is it that hard that you can't control yourself to do weed with other boys. or drink with other boys ?

if i can control my self and hold off from those thinks beacuse i only want to do those things with you than is it my fault that i expect the same from you ? 

But thanks you so much for letting me know my worth . i was not into me . i was just focusing on you, your happiness , your carier . you and only you. 

i forget to live my own life....my goals my carier my future...my happiness .

i was just happy making you happy...i find my happiness in your happiness so i forget about  me....

and now when you throw me from you life like i never exised ...now i reliez that i was with a wrong person..

you are not the one who can be my wife . not really someone like you so selfish .